Hello! I had a nice pretty post for ya and it didn't work then the next one did so okay I'll try again-
Just wanted to say how I recently re-dedicated my life back to God too. I fell pretty hard after my recent divorce and learned that even though I still loved God I didn't listen very well to him and ended up getting mixed up with things in this world that I had formerly already overcome.
I've since learned how important it is to RUN like it's life or death to God when things get harsh!
Instead of running to the vices and fleshly pacifications that this world has to offer.
I have alot of remorse and regret - but I can't undo what is already done- I still cant believe I did not apply Gods word when things got tough- I was sooo devoted to him- but I just know that I'm turning my life back toward God NOW and he still loves me with all my faults.
Thankfully he is forgiving and EXTREMELY patient. All I can do is push forward and try to apply his word HERE and NOW...day by day.
I'm just glad that he did not return or I did not die when I was walking so close to the darkness!
So long as we are moving toward God, seeking the infilling of his spirit, repenting when we mess-up, praying constantly, reading his word diligently and
actually APPLYING his word in our lives, loving him- it'll be alright! He loves his chosen ones! That's what I'm finding out! That's why he gave us grace through his son's blood. & I know I'm unworthy but am so thankful for his love.