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Written by billraul
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Greeting everyone and may God’s blessings fall upon your life. I want to take and donate a section of this site to a very powerful ministry that has touched so many lives. He has a wonderful testimony and I have personally seen him touch the lives of at least 20 people in our church.
The main reason I am doing this is because he helped touch my life in a way that I never thought could happen! I went up to this man and wanted to talk to him about not feeling sanctified in my heart. I have been searching and seeking to have the Holy Spirit fill me and guide me in my life but it wasn't happening. I walked up to him getting ready to talk to him about how to tell if this has happened to me or not. Well the Spirit talked to him and thank God he was faithful and listened to what the Spirit was saying to him. He called me on the spot about things I was holding onto and not giving over to God. See I thought if I hid it from my church and lived how I thought God wanted me to it would be ok, I could keep some of my sins and life would be good. This could not happen. I sat down and I prayed with everything I had in me, giving it all over to God. I was shaking and crying and then it came. God forgive me, I smoke, I drink, and I watch pornography. God I don't want these things that are not of you, please I can't do this on my own, I have tried to stop and I can't do it, I need your help, I give this all to you my Lord. You know what; I felt it being taken from me! The wait was lifted from me, like someone took a sack of potatoes from my shoulders. Then something else started to happen. I felt warm and it felt like someone was tickling me from inside and it got stronger and stronger. It was amazing. The next night I stood up in front of my church and I confessed all of this to them, I got it out in the open to everyone and that is when God truly sanctified my heart! It was gone, the fear, shame, the dependency, everything was gone except.... God! I am left now with this feeling like a glow inside of me and it is so amazing, I don't know how to put this into words but if you have experienced it you know. If you have not experienced this I beg you to get right with God. He knows what’s there, you can’t hide it from Him, but I will tell you this. He is not mad! Can you believe it, He is not even mad, He wants you to just say God, I am sorry, take this from me and POOF, its gone! This makes Him so happy because He wants all of us, and when you give Him all of you... WOW He will do amazing things with you! So if you feel that little whisper inside of you, please listen to it before it is too late. He is faithful and will meet you were you are at, just trust and lean on Him, He is a loving God!!!!
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